I'm not entirely sure I would make it without them.
Friday, November 18, 2011
Stomach Pains
I'm at work. There is so much tension. So much inter-personnel strife that my stomach is in a knot. I didn't cause it. I didn't participate in it. I don't know how to fix it. But I alternately feel like crying and vomiting. I didn't want to come back to an environment that is so toxic and stressful. I don't know what to do. I can't quit. I can't go anywhere. And even if I did, it would be the same every where I went. Maybe I'm not cut out for this. It really is exhausting.
It's like it's "them" against "us" and by "us" I mean most me. They don't have to like me. I don't care. But they should really be professional. I don't really want to complain. But I will. (To the boss I mean.)
It's like it's "them" against "us" and by "us" I mean most me. They don't have to like me. I don't care. But they should really be professional. I don't really want to complain. But I will. (To the boss I mean.)
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Awake...
I am never the only one awake in my house. Often I am the only one asleep. It's nice to be in the quiet. It's calming watching my guys sleep. They're so peaceful.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
10 Reasons- A LIST
I love lists. Love'em. So here's a fun one.
REASONS I LOVE YOU QUINN MOBLEY
1) You act like you’re going to give a kiss, you lean toward and purse your lips together and say “mmmhhhh” and then at the last second you turn and run away laughing maniacally.
2) When you’re mad, don’t get your way, feel like it… you run as fast as you can, fake crying, to the front of the house and throw your whole body down on the only place in the house that’s carpeted. You kick your feet and pound your tiny fists and then turn to look to see if one of us is watching.
3) You body bounce off of us and then look at us sincerely and ask “Alright?”
4) I say “Night-Night”… you say “Night-Night-Night”… I say “Night-Night-Night” … you say “Night-Night-Night-Night.” So forth and so on until I stop saying it.
5) You also do that with Hello. Only you pronounce it Heh-Whoa.
6) You’re ticklish on both sides of you body and the back of your legs and the bottoms of your feet.
7) You learn things SO FAST. You love your cars and we showed you once how to make them zoom and you got it and zoom them all over the house.
8) You look so much like your daddy it takes my breath away.
9) No matter how many times Thor Mobley tries to bite your fingers when you touch him, you love him so much. You keep feeding him and playing. He’s your best friend.
10) You have my eyes. I love looking in them and seeing me. It validates who I am as a woman. And bonus, they’re very pretty.
There, of course, are a thousand and one other reasons I love you, but here are ten for prosperity.
REASONS I LOVE YOU QUINN MOBLEY
1) You act like you’re going to give a kiss, you lean toward and purse your lips together and say “mmmhhhh” and then at the last second you turn and run away laughing maniacally.
2) When you’re mad, don’t get your way, feel like it… you run as fast as you can, fake crying, to the front of the house and throw your whole body down on the only place in the house that’s carpeted. You kick your feet and pound your tiny fists and then turn to look to see if one of us is watching.
3) You body bounce off of us and then look at us sincerely and ask “Alright?”
4) I say “Night-Night”… you say “Night-Night-Night”… I say “Night-Night-Night” … you say “Night-Night-Night-Night.” So forth and so on until I stop saying it.
5) You also do that with Hello. Only you pronounce it Heh-Whoa.
6) You’re ticklish on both sides of you body and the back of your legs and the bottoms of your feet.
7) You learn things SO FAST. You love your cars and we showed you once how to make them zoom and you got it and zoom them all over the house.
8) You look so much like your daddy it takes my breath away.
9) No matter how many times Thor Mobley tries to bite your fingers when you touch him, you love him so much. You keep feeding him and playing. He’s your best friend.
10) You have my eyes. I love looking in them and seeing me. It validates who I am as a woman. And bonus, they’re very pretty.
There, of course, are a thousand and one other reasons I love you, but here are ten for prosperity.
Monday, November 14, 2011
Android!
I just downloaded the Blogger ap to my phone. Bwahadhaha you'll never get rid of me now.
Also, my feet hurt something awful!!
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Happy Birthday MOM!!
My mom would've been 59 today. It's hard to believe, still, that she's been gone 11 years. I miss her more right this second than ever before.
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