I'm at work. There is so much tension. So much inter-personnel strife that my stomach is in a knot. I didn't cause it. I didn't participate in it. I don't know how to fix it. But I alternately feel like crying and vomiting. I didn't want to come back to an environment that is so toxic and stressful. I don't know what to do. I can't quit. I can't go anywhere. And even if I did, it would be the same every where I went. Maybe I'm not cut out for this. It really is exhausting.
It's like it's "them" against "us" and by "us" I mean most me. They don't have to like me. I don't care. But they should really be professional. I don't really want to complain. But I will. (To the boss I mean.)
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