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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Baby urges!!!

:sigh: Here we go again.

Mark and I decided that when my period starts the next time we're going to try to get pregnant again. SCARY!! To be truthful... I am terrified. Deep down inside I feel like we're meant to be parents. But on the surface I worry that I'll keep failing. I hate that. The idea of failing over and over again.

But... we can't succeed if we don't try, so... Here we go again. At least we'll get lotsa sexxin' out of it! ha.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

My Life Needs Rubber Stoppers....

At one of my three day orientations for my PRN job, they gave out these stickers that you attach to the back side of your phone. The idea is that your phone won't slip off and fall and break. Theoretically, it's supposed to stop accidents.

I need something attached to me to stop accidents. Not physically... I don't go around hurting myself... but emotionally and mentally, I'd really like to stop "falling."

I guess this sounds all dramatic and pitiful and I suppose it is.... but sometimes I just feel like I'm flailing. Perhaps "rubber stopper" can be a euphemism for "Straight Jacket" in the future?